[	mood	|	mellow	]
[	music	|	DC talk	]

So, I'm been looking for a second job for the summer but haven't found anything.  Everywhere I've gone you have to be 18, and I'm like hello I'm be 18 in 2 months cut me a break will ya!?  It sucks...  BUT!!!!!   My boss was out of town Tuesday and Wednesday so I had to run our office and one of the lawyers came in to look at something and asked me if I was working 40 hours for Judi (my boss) and I said that I wished but we just don't have enough work for me to.... so...  he was like well you can come work for me.  I was like.. doing what?  He explained some things I'd be doing and I told him I'd get back to him.  So, I can keep looking for a job at the mall or food places and make min. wage or work for Glenn in my office that I'm alfready in and make 10(or more) and hour like I am already making.  What do you think?   Yeah, exactly - just what I thought.  So, I have to talk to him and make sure it will all work out but I'll be doing demand letters and getting his files ready for court because he is a personal injury attorney.  So... we'll see!  but I'm excited.  EXCEPT Judi was all like oh well I'll just have to take days off when I can and I'm like umm when I'm here working for you it's for you only and when i'm here for Glenn it will be for him only.. and she was like well.. we'll have to ask him that if i need you you will work for me that day...  like omg.  go away.  you said you didn't have enough work.  so.. i hope that isn't a problem....

so phil and i are just friends.  some pretty crappy things went down on sunday and needless to say i was very very VERY hurt.  i've been trying to forgive him and believe he is having a different heart, but only time will tell.  i love him, but i can't be with him right now.  maybe someday.   but..  i'm happy we're still friends because i can't really pictures my life without him in it in some way or another.  we'll see...  :O/    

i'm like counting down the days to go to Ohio.  i'm so excited to see the sister and brian.  AND i'm really happy because my friend jay who lives in mich. is gunna come down and see me!!!  i haven't seen him in yearrrrsss.  the funny thing is we met on a cruise but still talk and it was like over 5 years ago.  dang, i can't believe it.   i can't wait to be 18.  i just want to be able to go out if i want to and not have to worry about "well, am i going to be able to get in?"   i hate that.  so the sister and brian know a whollle bunch of people now so they're all gunna come over and party with us for my birthday and go out with us and such.  i hope it's fun.  well.. i'm bored.. so i'm just talking about nothing.. so..  i guess i'll go.  

i want to do something tonight.